It was opening night, and Vonna sat in the back room with the gallery owner and breathed into a paper bag.
“It’s going to be alright, honey, just breathe for me,” the kindly old man tried to soothe her.
“But-what-if-they-hate-everything-?” Vonna gasped through breaths. Her voice came out slightly muffled by the bag, but the panic in it was still clear.
“Darling, they’ll love you,” William, the gallery owner, said. His gray hair was still thick and shiny, despite his advancing age. He was past eighty, but Vonna would never have guessed it. He had the dulcet tones of a gentleman, having shed his New York accent over the years since he’d left the Big Apple.
Vonna finally put the paper bag down and looked into his eyes. He looked right back, faith shining there. “What was it you said to me the day I brought you my paintings?” she asked.
“I told you the truth. I would never let any artist show and sell their art in this gallery if I didn’t think I’d make a profit out of it. I know art and I know people. They will love you, my dear, and they’ll buy up every piece you’ve got. Maybe not tonight, maybe not tomorrow, but within a month, your pieces will be hanging on strangers’ walls. Do you remember what you said to me then?” he chuckled.
Vonna offered an embarrassed smile. “I said that I wasn’t sure if I wanted my pieces hanging on strangers’ walls. And then you said that if I didn’t, well, I’d be just like all those singers who get their mom and friends to buy up all their CDs, and that I’d be pathetic. I didn’t like you much that day.”
William began to laugh. “Dear, dear, I can’t imagine that you would have! But you know better now. You know that I simply want the best for you, and that I believe in your work, otherwise I wouldn’t let you sell it.”
“True. You’re a greedy old goat, just like Sanjay told me you’d be.”
“You’d better tell the same thing to anyone you refer me to – I have a reputation to hold up, darling. Now let me go check that everything is ready. You sit here – sit!” he pushed Vonna back into the chair she was about to rise up from. “I’ll call you a few minutes after we open the doors and then you’ll circulate like the social-butterfly that you can be.” He left the room, winking before he shut the door.
Vonna got up the moment he was gone. She began pacing up and down the little office, three steps in each direction before turning and going the other way. Within moments she was dizzy and sat down again. She had forty-two paintings hanging on the walls out in the beautiful space of Marigold Gallery, one of the better known small galleries that seemed to be the life and soul of the art scene in the city. Gallery openings, she knew, were social events for anyone who wanted to scope out competition, invest wisely, or else mingle with the artisy and the rich. She’d been to enough openings as a guest to know the drill. The doors would open, the crowd would come in looking disdainful, excited or haughtily curious. Half would rush to the table where the champagne glasses were set, and the other half would begin to walk around lazily.
She pictured herself at the last gallery opening she’d been to. It had been at Wings of Freedom Gallery, a bigger place that had openings for multiple artists at a time. She’d walked in at the tail end of the crowd and had begun to walk around, feeling that curious leap in her stomach when she saw something she loved, and that strange plummet that made her look away from something that bothered her, revolted her or bored her.
But tonight it was her turn and – heaven forbid! – people would be looking at her own pieces like that! Forty-two paintings she’d done in four years. Soon, all would be gone. Except for those three that weren’t for sale (“It makes people more interested to see that the artist is keeping his or her own personal masterpieces for themselves,” William had patiently explained.)
Vonna felt like hyperventilating again. Maybe if she fainted, she needn’t go out there at all. But no, there was William, coming back in.
“They’re all in there, dear. Are you ready to mingle? A couple people have already asked where you are. They already have things to say to you, you see? Nothing to worry about. Come,” he held out his hand, wrinkled and soft. Vonna took a deep breath, took his hand, tossed her own graying red hair back, put on her social-smile, and stepped into the gallery.
8 thoughts on “Vonna”
Wonderfully inspirational! I love the almost father-daughter relationship between the artist and the gallery owner and her thoughts and fears about making it with what she loves are very real. Any artist – whether singer, writer, painter – can relate to that.
I adore this! And the end is great, left me wanting more…leaving it to my imagination, what a great post!
Where did you go? I miss your comments 🙂
You know, one of my favorite things about your writing, Em, is you make the characters real. They have real conversations, and they appear like real people.
I really like how you can make me feel as though I’m part of the whole scene. The way you describe things. It’s uncanny. Nobody else can do this to me.
Wow, you really captured the whole gallery-opening scene!
I love the reasons you give for people wanting to be there, and Vonna’s memories of attending shows and then her cringing at the thought of people looking at her art that way.
Fabulous piece. (As always =)
I could really relate to the breathing into the paper bag moment. I have a few vivid memories of piano recitals when I was little…oh, the nerves!
Such a heart-touching piece.
Very vivid scene. I wanted to read more. Well done.
Love the anticipation you build until the show starts. It’s almost like when I post a video on YouTube or even finish recording a new song… you never know how people will perceive it. I want to know how her artwork does! Vonna is a pretty name too. =)