Jasmine lay on her back with her head turned to one side, looking at the big red numbers of the electronic alarm clock. 6:57AM. She turned her head the other way, her eyes falling on the back of Jordan’s head. He lay beside her, on his stomach, just barely snoring as he slept. One of his arms was tucked close to his side while the other was flung out casually, resting on Jasmine’s stomach above the thin blankets that covered them both. Three more minutes, Jasmine knew, and the alarm would ring.
She shifted her eyes back to the clock and then to the bare ceiling above, slightly stained from that leak that Jordan had discovered last year but had done nothing about. She pondered the stain for a moment, thinking again how much Jordan needed her when it came to stupid things like taking care of his rented flat, before another image came to her mind and made the stain blur as her eyes lost focus. The image was of a large, rectangular room. In one corner, next to one small window, was her bed. Two more beds and two desks separated it from her desk, by the corner next to the door. She then thought of her roommates – one whom she liked a great deal and another whom she pitied for her lack of style and seeming lack of the capacity to relax. She thought next of the pile of books under her bed, books she’d barely glanced through at all this year.
The next image that came to her mind was that of Jordan again, but this time a fuzzy Jordan in the screen of her computer, speaking to her through a web-cam image, as he’d been doing for the last month. She hated the way he looked in that camera image – like a pale ghost, disfigured by the insecure Net connection. Just then, Jordan turned her head towards her in his sleep and she saw his real face and the lovely, normal color of his skin.
She tore her gaze away from his face, soft with sleep, and looked back at the clock. 6:59AM. She thought of the airport, the bustle and hassle, the packing she still had to do and the bother it would be to lug all her things down the stairs. All at once, she made a decision. With a deft flick of her finger, she turned the knob on top of the clock from “ON” to “OFF.”
When Jordan woke her with a panicked tone of voice four hours later, she pretended to panic too. “But the alarm-” she said. “What happened to the alarm?” It was no good panicking, though. She’d already missed the flight. Jordan confessed to her that night that he was secretly glad that the alarm hadn’t gone off. Jasmine smiled and kissed him, leading him by the hand into a dimly lit pub where music was blaring and a young crowd was milling about. All feigned upset and distress were gone from her face and she drew him close to her, holding a beer in one hand and a lit cigarette in the other. This was the life, she thought. This was the life.
5 thoughts on “Jasmine’s Alarm”
*Squee!* I love that she turned off the alarm! It made me all giggly and smiley.
She eventually makes the flight, right?
See, I know that’s not the point of the story, but my Virgo brain has to know!
The best thing about this story is that it’s predicated upon something we all have either wished we would have done, or have actually done–turning off the alarm. It chafes against our respective sense of responsibility, but how often have we let a more profoundly important life moment drift by for the sake of responsibility.
That’s what I latched on to.
I am so proud of both you and Kenzie. Both of you have bright futures.
I’ll let you know when I figure it out 😉
Aw, J.W… You make me smile, you really do. Thank you for believing in us! It means more than you know.
I love that she turned off the alarm too. The whole thing gave me the warm fuzzies.
i’m sitting on my bed, trackies & a hooded jumper on. i’m stuffing my face with home made quiche & apple/blackcurrent juice & you know what is making me the most content(?)
reading your story ❤
i love, love & the whole turning off the alarm 🙂 x